"They have a problem with you because you refuse to fit in!"

"Working on my novels, my art, forgiving, advancing, thriving, leveraging creativity and excitement in order to make a living... I am literally working on fitting in. Like. Right now. I'm literally working on it. The fuck did you think I was doing."

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