What I want more than anything

I saw this scene in my head. 

Me with tears in my eyes, talking to my mom. 

"I did it, Mom. I really did it. I figured myself out. And I thought for so long I'd never be happy."

I just see myself doing everything I've always wanted to do. Getting full custody of my daughter. And we live amazing lives. 

Just imagining my mom being happy. I think she would cry. She's been through so much... she just buried her daughter, then my piece of shit ex has to plot and cause havoc to get my kid taken from me, which also means away from her. 

That's what I want to happen. That's what will happen. 


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