Abrahamic religions are lite-Schizophrenia

You people somehow justify your actions against me. I don't know how or why. 

No woman will ever take me seriously ever again. I'm doomed to be alone forever. 

You are all horrible fucking people. I hate you so much. I hate your families. I hate your children. I hate your weak, frail god. Your god is a bitch. And has nothing on the real God, speaking through me. 

God does not hide in the dark like a little bitch. God doesn't lie, cheat, steal, to "teach people a lesson." God doesn't do all this dumb shit to an innocent man who didn't do anything wrong to anyone God fucking damn it!!!!!!

I hate all of you so much. I'm going to buy a gun this weekend. I know I'm going to end up killing myself soon. I can't take it anymore. How dare you put that kind of pressure on someone, to learn all a bunch of new skills and become some kind of whatever, any fucking moron could see I needed professional help!!!!!!!!

I'm so disgusted with each of you. I really am. Treating my life like it's a fucking game or something. God damn. And no one i grew up with cares? None of my family can say anything?

I'm going to be dead soon. I'm going to kill myself soon. I don't feel anything. And stop bringing up my child to try to make me feel guilty. 

YOU ALREADY TOOK HER FROM ME YOU FUCKING PIECES OF SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FOR CRYING FOR HELP... LITERALLY .. FOR BEING REAL. FOR BEING AUTHENTIC. 

THIS IS A NIGHTMARE WORLD THAT SHOULDN'T EXIST. JUST END IT ALL. JUST FUCKING END IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I HATE ALL OF YOU SO FUCKING MUCH!!!!!!

I STOOD UP FOR PEOPLE MY ENTIRE LIFE!!!! I STOOD UP FOR OTHERS MY ENTIRE LIFE!!!! I HELPED PEOPLE MY ENTIRE LIFE!!!!!!! I WAS HUMBLE AND KEPT TO MY FUCKING SELF, AND YOU ALL TOOK EVERYTHING AWAY FROM ME!!

YOU TOOK MY PRIVACY FROM ME!!! YOU TOOK MY CHILD FROM ME!!!! YOU TOOK MY DIGNITY FROM ME, YOU TOOK EVERYTHING FROM ME!!!

I AM GOING TO KILL MYSELF AND FREE MYSELF FROM THIS HELL. AND MANY MORE WILL FOLLOW ME. MANY OF YOUR CHILDREN, MANY OF YOUR LOVED ONES!!!!!!! I PROMISE YOU THAT!!!!!!!!!!!

ANY ONE OF YOU COULD DO THE RIGHT FUCKING THING, BUT YOU WON'T!!!!

JUST LIKE JFK, I DON'T BELIEVE IN DOING SECRET BULLSHIT IN THE DARK!!!! YOU MIGHT AS WELL JUST KILL ME NOW!!!!!! BEFORE I DO IT MYSELF!!!!

I

DON'T

WANT

WHATEVER

YOU'RE

TRYING

TO


FORCE


ME


TO


DO!!!!!!

STOP FUCKING LYING TO ME!!! STOP FUCKING LYING TO PEOPLE!!! STOP TREATING PEOPLE LIKE THIS!!!! STOP HACKING PEOPLES DEVICES AND TEASING THEM, LEADING THEM ON, HURTING THEM OVER AND OVER AGAIN!!!! STOP IT!!!!!!

ALL OF YOU ARE WRONG!!! ALL OF YOU ARE FUCKING DISGUSTING AND SHOULD BE ASHAMED OF YOURSELVES!!!!! NONE OF YOU COME OUT OF THIS LOOKING CLEAN OR PURE

DO YOU THINK THOSE WHO KILLED JESUS THOUGHT THEY WOULD BE LOOKED AT LIKE MONSTERS, FOR THE REST OF HUMAN HISTORY FOR WHAT THEY DID?

THAT'S WHAT YOU ALL ARE GOING TO LOOK LIKE!!!!!

I DON'T HAVE TO WRITE A WORD!! I KNOW DAMN WELL ENOUGH PEOPLE HAVE SEEN EVERY FUCKING THING YOU'VE PUT ME THROUGH!!!!! I KNOW IT'S BEEN RECORDED AND WILL CONTINUE TO BE RECORDED!!!! AND GUESS WHAT??? YOU ALL ARE THE MONSTERS, NOT ME!!!!!

YOU ALL ARE THE ONES WHO SUBJECTED AN INNOCENT MAN TO THIS BIZARRE TORTURE, FOR NO REASON!!!!! 

TO MY DAUGHTER, I LOVE YOU! I AM SORRY THIS WORLD HATES YOUR DAD SO MUCH! NEVER BELIEVE THESE PEOPLE OR ANYTHING THEY SAY! ESPECIALLY IF IT'S ABOUT GOD OR JESUS OR ANYTHING LIKE THAT!!!! THESE SICK FUCKS ONLY USE THOSE WORDS TO JUSTIFY KILLING, RAPING, MOLESTING EACH OTHER!!! THEY ARE FUCKING EVIL!!!!!!!! GOD IS A RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN YOU AND HIM, THERE'S NO NEED TO EVER TALK ABOUT IT WITH ANOTHER HUMAN BECAUSE THEY ONLY DO SO TO TRY TO CONTROL EACH OTHER!!

JUST LIKE YOUR MOTHER!!!! SHE IS AN EVIL FUCKING INSANE WARPED CUNT!!!!!! I'M SORRY I HAVE TO LEAVE YOU ALONE WITH HER!!!! 

I'M SORRY THIS WORLD IS SO EVIL!!!! I KNEW IT IN MY HEART AS A CHILD, BUT I STILL TRIED SO HARD TO BE A PART OF THEIR LIVES!! I READ ALL THE BOOKS, I WENT TO THEIR DOCTOR'S, I TOOK THEIR PILLS, I PUSHED MYSELF, AGAIN AND AGAIN

AND THEY NEVER ACCEPTED ME!!!! THEY ENDED UP COMPLETELY EXILING ME FOR NO REASON AT ALL!!!!! AND TAKING YOU FROM ME!!!!!!!!

I DON'T HAVE MUCH LONGER HERE!!! THANK GOD!!!

I HATE ALL OF YOU

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