my daughter is what matters. so you'll never hear from me.

For some reason, whether it's some faggot estranged family member with a bunch of money who felt like torturing me for no reason, 

Or just the legit horrible way this world is, 

the powers that be decided that fathers don't matter and I don't matter. 

I'll never get justice. I'll never get my story out. It makes me furious just thinking about it. 

This did nothing good for me or anyone else. I genuinely hate all of you. 

But i tried to look at life through the eyes of a child for a little bit. 

I'm not going to do anything to bring attention to myself, ever again. 

I'm going to disappear and when my daughter is back in my life, I'm going to focus on raising her, nothing else.

If people/society/ the powers that be are against me THIS much, when i stood up for the truth, when i did the right thing, then theres no point in fantasizing about justice. 

That being said, after the life I've experienced. Im dead inside. It's over. I will never share my voice again. I'll never cast pearls before swine ever again. The world has spoken. They've showed me where they want me, what they think of me. 

I say fuck them. But that's all i can do. After the life I've had, are you fucking kidding me. 

The best i can do is avoid killing myself and others. That's the absolute best i can do at this point. 

You're fucking welcome. 

To my daughter. I don't know why the world hates your dad. I don't know why that cunt judge was allowed to sentence me to death, because that basically killed me. I don't know why your mother, who is a worthless cunt, went along with such a disgusting punishment. 

The world loves people like your mom. Like my faggot pedo uncle. The world bends over for people like that. But people who stand up and speak out, who speak the truth, they leave them in the dark, in the dirt, to suffer alone and die. 

Im sorry this is a world of cowards and monsters. I didn't know it was this bad. But it really is. The worst place in the universe. Nothing but cry babies. They watched me suffer that entire time and had the audacity to ask me to do something for them. It's fucking unbelievable, their entitlement. 

I see why they do this to random autistic lonely white males on the internet. Torture them. They're already lonely and "weird,' so no one will believe them. They have no one to turn to. That's why they picked me. But it's even worse because my family and friends know I'm not lying, they're all just lying to me, for some pathetic reason. I don't care. 

You all aren't going to psy-op me into doing anything. You won't. 

You wanted something from me, you could've asked. You could've had a normal conversation.

I don't negotiate with terrorists. This is the definition of terrorism. My human rights were violated, along with my rights as an American citizen. The founding fathers are turning over in their graves. None of what you all have done to me was for the greater good. And going along with your all's "plan" for me wouldn't do anything but make me feel smaller and less in control of my own life. 

So no. It's not happening. 

I'm resting for the rest of my life. It doesn't matter what you do to me. I'm not changing. 

I've climbed my mountains. You're looking at someone who couldn't even TALK for years and years and years, who grew to not be afraid of anything. 

Just because you don't see how much I've struggled and overcame doesn't mean it didn't happen. 

As for this situation. I don't care. I've already had the worst punishment brought down upon me, for no fucking reason. That's it for me. You could've done anything. But you took my child from me. 

No. I'm not playing these stupid fucking games. I'm out. Mentally, spiritually, emotionally, I'm not even here anymore. My daughter gets to see the real me. 

The rest of you can fuck off. Go to hell. I hope you and your families all suffer horrible, painful fucking deaths. 

And if there is any truth to some "family member" of mine pulling strings--- you are a bitch of a "man." You are pathetic. 

May you live forever.