so... about the Illuminati

04/07/2026
Tuesday, April 7th, 2026

So... About the Illuminati

So what. They're a traveling band of improv actors?

They're not actually evil, it's all projection?

They're not real?

Or they are real? But only I'm cool enough to talk about this, apparently, so fuck it?

Maybe the group is context sensitive. The "membership." They all agree, let's make this guy a billionaire. But everyone has to swear to secrecy. They PICK the future billionaires, after very rigorous character trials.

If you're a good person, yeah, ya know. Won't say anything else. Heh. But. You will be assisted! 

If you suck, then. It'll just be a bunch of random annoying crap.
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So... *stretches arms out*... They think I suck, huh?

Seems very coincidental for this all to happen at such a low point in my life-- my sister dying. Almost seems intentional! Guaranteed to be embarrassed in front of the world-- or maybe to be motivated to do as good as possible-- who knows. 

Maybe it's the best version of the game they've got.

You're "the next generation" or whatever, you're SUPPOSED to see how things can be better. That's literally your job, is to be honest, and leave the world better than you found it.


If you can be a great man at your lowest...

You are a King.
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I think back in the day. They were happy magicians. Like, The Wizard of Oz. Kinda zany. Maybe fake? Or were they nicer back then? Are they more honest now? Or have they merely been reflecting society this whole time? In other words. You waste time yelling angrily at a mirror. Fix yourself before criticizing others. Bada-fucking-bing.

But then what... They did a bunch of Chosen One Olympics/Illuminati trials in the 80's?

How many of our dads did they get, bro?

No wonder our dads are fucked up!!! That's not cool! It's not their fault. You guys have been doing this bullshit ritualistic torture for a while then, huh?

I think AIDs was invented because in my uncle's Illuminati trial, he fell in love with his "twin flame" / "soul mate" / "Lady Death", and it was a chick with a penis. So he became enraged. Anti-homosexuality increased big time, they invented AIDs to kill them. Straight men, evil ones, would infiltrate and basically have sex with men, to pose as a fake homosexual, and spread the disease. Isn't that crazy?

So what did the Illuminati do in the 60's??

Were they the ones with the music and singing and happiness? Don't they say Satan's always with the music, always with the youth, all that crap? Certainly you'd say Charles Manson was evil or whatever, because you people believe he used magic powers to "make" people commit murder (LMAO)..... So do you people unironically think the happy peaceful people were the Satanic side?

And the "good guy" side? ... must be, then... The conservatives, the intelligence agencies? The blind white sheep as well, their followers. Ah yes. The religious, who worship man and the hierarchy of man, and don't know or follow Christ. They don't know God. They don't know themselves. 

They are blind to themselves, thus they cannot see their supposed enemy. They can only project. 

No, not everyone is projecting. 

Some people see objective reality. 

They are empathic, intelligent, artistic, genius, caring, and free. 

They are all of us, when we first arrive. 

But this group-- this group opposite the hippies of course---- what did they do?

They sent... trans women, or maybe they were men in drag, to Charlie Manson. To infiltrate and discredit. To frame.

Charles Manson wasn't even a fucking hippy. That wasn't even his generation. 

They just saw, ya know. Chosen One, yadda yadda. They picked him to be the sacrificial lamb. He was made into some kinda ultra Hippy Villain symbol to scare the conservative suburban elderly whites. 

So they send these... "beings." To be his... "family."

Family...

Cloud: *grabs head in pain as ears ring*

Noon: "She's just sad because she wanted you to be a part of her FAMILY."
RIIIIIIIIING FLASH

Uncle Pedo: "Ya gotta be careful about those tarot card people on the internet. They could be in some kinda cult. Like Charles Manson."
RIIIIIIIIING FLASH


These people used intelligent agency tactics to basically... spiritually adopt me. With their eyes and voice and all that... But, they are discreet as fuck. I look fucking crazy saying this, so. They... kinda win by default. 

When I think about the "idea" of these 2 women-- the idea in my head, of them, I don't actually know these strange people--- I feel a feeling in my heart, like my heart kinda beats, and I feel good, kinda like when anyone thinks of their friends and/or family.

RIIIIIIIIIIIIIING FLASH
*Guts' face when he sees Griffith incarnate*

*Griffith, after the moonlight child stuff, I think-- right?--- feels his heart beat and touches his heart,  in response to... I don't remember. Seeing Guts or Casca or something. Oh and Guts has Jenova ear ringing now too, it's canon, it's in the Divine Plan so it's canon. I said it's in the Divine Plan so you can't go against it. It's the rules. No cheating. *
RIIIIIIIIIIIIIING FLASH


Calm down. Let me explain before some intelligence agency frames me EVEN HARDER than they originally were going to. 

When I think of those 2 chicks, whatever the truth is, I feel a similar feeling when I think of... my family. That's all. Maybe it's all trickery, I don't give a fuck. Don't shoot the messenger. I'm just reporting. 

And you all knew something like this could happen. And you antagonized me, coaxed me, instigated, and watched... Very interesting. Even my own family. 

None of you can ever speak to me about loyalty. 

YOU all know better than anyone...

I am not one to be held back by "family."

Be they adopted... spiritually, trickery, biologically... None of them could ever control me. 

Even if they were BLOOD relatives, that makes no difference to me.

I follow God's command... Never man. 
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But anyways... About loving people like friends and family... I even said that to Widow in an email. I said,  "I love you. But I mean, that's not bad right? Like I love my Mom, my cousins, my family, that's not automatically bad right?"

She didn't respond. I'll never ever reach out to them, calm the fuck down, God damn. Chill out. Man. Men aren't allowed to fucking feel anything, are we?
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You know what would be cool. 

Gohan and Uub teaming up to defeat... Fuckin'... I don't know. Something that represents conservatives who set up and frame musicians (and politicians... kids... whoever they wanna target... well then it's not just conservatives- the fuck. These artist fucks are messing with me... it's everybody man fuck it), for I assume (for no reason) sick rich people fucking with them cause they're bored I guess. Gotta ponder on that one. But poor and middle class people can be sick fucks too. So what. This is like everything everywhere all at once. The movie. I didn't see it. Heard what it was about though. 
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Haha. There was a teacher I had. I felt like he was saving the world. Very smart, helping people with knowledge. I drew him as Uub from Dragon Ball Z. 

Haha. What if my artistic talents really did effect reality? 

(Sorry for anything violent or bad I wrote or drew, it was all for therapeutic purposes, I was in character,  an Ai did it, I was hacked, it wasn't me, I've never shared this blog with anyone or said my name here soooo... it's fucked up to... spy on an innocent person. I.e. you spying on me. Just a friendly reminder. It's still inexcusable and fucked up, and you know that... 🙂 )

Anyways. What if my artistic talents really did effect reality?

So like, it made that teacher... become a super hero. Kinda.

What if he didn't WANT to be a super hero?

What if I fucked his life up with my drawing? 😂😂😂

What if he, I don't know. They. The super heroes. They know there's not enough super heroes. If there's too few super heroes, the small number of them WILL become pedestalized. Pedestalization is a death sentence. You're given all the responsibility, none of the grace. And those who pedestalize, ALSO love to watch a hero fall. 

So, they're drafting people into this spiritual war. 



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Thank God for me.

We can... make this way more efficient. Way more beneficial to humanity. Way more respectful and obedient to GOD. With my adjustments. 

Too many bored rich people... they're not even fucking happy... no one is. But we really could be. 

There's so much land, so much food, so much money. More than enough for everyone. 

I have no idea how. But I know it can be done.

We will get it done. 

Why would people FIGHT for their unhappiness, the unhappiness of their family, children, descendants?

We have to be patient. 

I was... and am... one of the most patient people on Earth. And I just happen to be... recorded? ... while being a completely different person, due to trauma. Literally MK Ultra shit, lmao. The fuck. 

I'm cool as fuck. I don't understand why people don't talk to me or like me, or want to help me. It's whatever. 


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Sometimes, I thought this whole thing that's been happening to me, what if like, people have been doing that to people for years? The gangstalking, the bread crumbing via youtube or other social media, clues in media, music, blah blah. What if like. What? I was picked to be some kinda whistleblower?

Like maybe they brainwashed chicks to do porn or something by messing with their head via the internet. Basically trafficking them, by scrambling their brains. 

It's very clever. 

But none of you faggot ass pussies wanna talk about it.

I mean... It must be in God's plan to... not talk about it. I thought I was standing up for something good. I was completely broken, I could barely speak, I couldn't speak without crying, that's how much pain I was in, but I still stood up and spoke out. I'm proud of myself. I lost everything, for standing up for what was right. I was punished extremely severely for no reason, and that's that. 
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I spoke the fuck up. Very loudly. 

VERY LOUDLY.

I lost everything that ever mattered to me, for speaking up. For doing the right thing, being honest. I did say in that video, I was stalked, gangstalked, watched,  messed with by people on the internet. I spoke the truth. For the good of standing up for what's right. For all of ours kids and our kids kids.

I wish I didn't also say that one thing. About trying to hurt myself. It was a fucking obvious cry for help. 

When a mother fucker is silent his whole life---
you don't suspect that mother fucker of crying wolf. 

So... fuck you all. 🤷‍♂️😂

Yet I've seen people cry wolf their entire lives-- and people cater to them. As if they are mentally enslaved by the criers.

That's all this entire process really "taught me"... I should've whined and bitched more. Like our Boston Tea Party forefathers before us. So. That's what the fuck I do now.

I never thought a judge would take my kid for something so stupid. That video was over a month old when the judge saw it. Therefore, my daughter's mom was completely safe with me watching our daughter, for an entire month. But all of a sudden, at trial, she was worried? A month later? Nonsense. She knows what she did was wrong. All of those people do.

A video I had up for 10 minutes and had it taken down??? Wow.

I forgive you, daughter's mom. Sorry for writing that mean stuff, even though you definitely shouldn't know about my private, hidden blog, that's all fictional. I don't want anything bad to happen to you. God's protecting you. 

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3:08 PM
Someone determined my family wasn't human?

So they target us... Run human experiments on us?

Is that so?

Well. I stood up and spoke the truth. 

My "spiritual" family? Or biologocal? Adopted? "Married in" family (i.e. daughter's mother, her roommate, their families) brothers/sisters who are all the friends I've made over the years and their families... what could it mean? All of them?

I don't know.

But I spoke the truth. 

I did. I spoke up.

Maybe not in a very good way, at all. Maybe in a really shitty way. 

That's kinda what I've been trying to tell you retards, for years, I've been on like, my last fucking legs. Suicidal. I tried to kill myself like 4 times in the last year. 3 times. Cut myself with razor blades. 

I never did that before November 2024, when all of this gangstalking, internet fuckery started. 

And you all know that. 
And that fucking matters. 
Because I fucking matter. 

I'm an amazing father to my child. I'm a child of God. I'm my father's son. I am the son of David. I am oh shit almost said my name lmfaoo. 

I am SON GOKU!!! 
AND I.... 

AM A SUPER SAIYAN!!!!!

Even at my worst. My absolute worst. I still always did the right thing. I still always did my best. Even with all this incredibly fucked up bullshit stacked against me. 

If I'm not a King. No one is. 
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I spoke up. And no one cared. 

Over the top unfair punishments were thrown at me. To make an example out of me. To break my spirit.

They took my child from me for a stupid sad social media video. 

They banned one of my Instagrams, they remove my YouTube posts. It's a lot. I'm still here fighting. Learning. Growing. Evolving. 

I spoke up, and no one cared. No one joined. 

No one rallied, for the greater good

That only motivates me 1,000 times more. Now I'll never shut up about my pedophile uncle who let his baby get raped for 10 years and did nothing about it when a tiny Colombian man did what he did. And stole pain pills from his dying mother. 

And poisoned his niece's house with cancerous gas. And his nephew's Germantown apartment, where he also planted surveillance shit by posing as a fake cable guy. 

He knew his nephew would get so depressed, he would smoke cigarettes. His cancer would get blamed on that, rather than the poisonous gas his uncle let out in his apartment. 

That's the real reason his nephew's daughter's mom stopped letting the nephew have their daughter with him. Even the smell in this room they're letting that same nephew stay in now---- that wasn't from cigarettes. That's the same cancerous gas. 

That vent in the ceiling? 
That's where it comes in. 

Why do you think the fridge's ice cubes stink, from the ice maker? 

Cancerous liquid. 

That's why he tells you to use the fridge's water dispenser, and not the various water pitchers he has. He says it's so "your mother" has enough water, when you're not a retard and are perfectly capable of refilling the water pitchers, and you've been doing that. Nah. 

He sold his children out to an evil organization, to save his own ass. The nephew's uncle raped his wife in front of him. Which resulted in the "nephew's" conception.

Your family is a cult. They see you as an animal. 

They did the same thing to your grandmother. Blonde hair and green eyes. 

They raped her. Mercilessly. 

She was an animal just like you, in their eyes. 

Her mother was her sister. Your father is your uncle. The "chosen one" gene has to get passed on.

As payment, to keep this completely secret, he sold out his children's lives. But he tried to throw the nephew off track by saying it was because he valiantly defied the Christian church, or some bullshit.   "Satan shall have your soul, and your FAMILY'S souls, for ditching us!!!" 

After telling the nephew, which is his adopted son, that the church said this to him... A few days later, he recanted it. Saying he never said that. Or his memory may be foggy.

He was saying what he was told to say.

Because all of them are. 

Because... they think you're King.

Which you think also. 

Bada-bing.
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